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To elmark
I’ve been waiting here kanina pa. Gusto kitang itext pero pinigilan ko talaga sarili ko. i don’t want to hear your excuses na kasi. Baka lalo lang akong masaktan. I know your sad kasi nag end tayo ng ganito lang. I’m sad din kasi mahal na mahal pa din kita pero ayoko na kasi nasasaktan na kasi ako masyado. Kaya talaga ako makikipag kita sayo ngaun kasi gusto kong sabihin sayo lahat ng nararamdaman ko at ipagets sayo kung bat nagkakaganito ako, face to face, yung makita mo kung ano reaction ko para walang misunderstandings. I want to let u see what I really feel. And gsto ko rin makita kung ano din masasabi mo kung hndi na text ang pag uusap natin. I was hoping you will still save our relationship sa last part. I was still hoping na kahit tatalikuran kita, hahabulin mo pa rin ako. I was hoping na kahit itulak kita, ihuhug mo pa rin ako. I was hoping to hear you say you really love me and ipakita yun. That’s the only thing i wished for to save our relationship. yung magpapakita ka sakin and show you still care. I thought kilala mo na ako. kasi even if i said were over, you wouldnt think i will be needing time. you will know that i need you here, sa tabi ko, and sasabihin mong you will never leave and wants another chance. It’s sad it ended in this way. Kahit last part, kaalam pa rin ang importante. Simula pa lang relationship natin, nagtatago na tayo kay kuya arnel, then u said nag quit ka
na, then after how many months nagtatago nanaman tayo. you know anong mafefeel ko. it breaks my heart so much. you don’t know how it feels cuz hndi ikaw ung nasa situation ko. kasi hndi ikaw ako. ang dami dami kong gstong sbhn pero pagid na ako. kasi i know useless na dn. u were still giving me butterflies pero sabay nun, heartaches. tinitiis ko lang lahat kasi sabi mo im so sensitive, but the truth is, ikaw lang yung insensitive. try putting yourself on my shoes. idk. if maaappreciate mo to. sooo this is really over. won’t bother to contact u ulit. so don’t bother txtng me na dn. im changing my sim tomorrow. sorry for being so sensitive!! and sorry for loving you so much! i just want the best for us! i just want to be with you allthe time. sorry for everything. Godbless. pls, theres no turning back. ayaw ko na talaga. masakit na masyado.