October 2011
3 posts
Alam mo baka ang pagiging paranoid mo ang magiging dahilan. Nasasaktan na ako. Alam mo anong tingin sa akin ng mga tao ngayon? Two timer. Happy now?
“OO mahal kita pero ang sakit sakit na” - One more chance
Habang tumatagal nawawalan na ako ng gana mag hintay sa mga nababasa at nalalaman ko galing sayo. Ngayon, sabay sa agos na lang ako.
September 2011
24 posts
Loves today’s intramurals. :)
Weee
Checking your facebook before I go to sleep - <3
I'm sick of missing someone who doesn't even care...
You’re full of excuses. I’m tired of understanding. Won’t be watching you this Thursday.
Just because I don’t start the conversation, doesn’t mean I’m not dying to speak to you.
To Boys: “ily” vs “i love you”… Just type it out, it makes a HUGE difference to her!
A real man never stops trying to show a girl he cares about her, even if he already has her.
I hate when people say they miss you, but in reality they don’t even make an effort to show they miss me. No text, no calls, nothing.
It’s funny how people say they miss you, but don’t even make an effort to see you.
To elmark
I’ve been waiting here kanina pa. Gusto kitang itext pero pinigilan ko talaga sarili ko. i don’t want to hear your excuses na kasi. Baka lalo lang akong masaktan. I know your sad kasi nag end tayo ng ganito lang. I’m sad din kasi mahal na mahal pa din kita pero ayoko na kasi nasasaktan na kasi ako masyado. Kaya talaga ako makikipag kita sayo ngaun kasi gusto kong sabihin sayo...
I don’t think I have to do countdowns anymore. Im really tired na. Been waiting kanina pa :( Still, sa last part, he proved me na he’s not worth the fight.
I wanted to type here everything I want to tell him pero feel ko it will be useless na din. I’ve got to move on.
19 more minutes. losing hope
Puro ka na lang salita. Ang kuripot mo naman sa gawa :(
43 more minutes till 11
Will wait till eleven. Cge na ako sneeze ba! Huhu
Not feeling well
Headache + Runny nose + DOB. Wants some sleep na. I need some rest. :(
Magtetext pa kaya yun? Or more like… pupunta pa kaya yun?
waiting for his text if pupunta siya or hndi.
Dear God, I don't get it.
Actions speaks louder than words.
Nuff said.
he’s that kind of guy na walang kiliti sa buhay. very effortless kung baga. not the dream guy that everybody wants. hays. soo effortless. not doing anything. can’t believe may naga exist na ganyan. it annoys me. ugh!
Nag break na kami. Siguro nga eto na ang last. Nafefeel ko kasi na wala na talaga. Di na sya sumusuyo. I don’t know. Pero I can feel na it’s okay for him man dn. So okay din para sa akin. Siguro for the first few weeks, mahirap. But i will try to keep myself busy with school. And siguro this time sasabihin ko na sa friends ko. Para siguro matulungan dn nila akong mag move on. I will...
August 2011
1 post
Blog closed
Moved to untiedkisses.tumblr.com
July 2011
55 posts
no more US. i should stop writing on this blog. there’s no more hope. :(
ewan ko ba. eversince, di ko naramdaman na ayaw niya akong mawala.
bat feel ko nagsisinungaling siya sa akin. :( habang tumatagal, prang sinasabi sa akin ng utak ko na tama na. hayaan ko na siya. wag ko na ipilit sarili ko. wag na akong mag text. tama na :(
Losing Hope
Bat niya kaya dinelete yung wall post ni Alma? Online pala siya di man lang nag good morning. Hay.
Crying to sleep
Ngayon nga lang ulit kami nagkasama, d pa sya nag stay. Bat ganun? Parang di na siya yung dating elmark ko. Wala ng spark. Nung hinalikan ko siya parang pilit na lang. Parang ang tigas niyang yumakap. Di pa maayos ang pagkakahold ng kamay ko. :( Wala
na ba talaga yung dati? :( No more ga? :( Crying till now. hays
3rd day count down
Survived again the third day kahit di ako naka tanggap ng text message galing sa kanya. I was so proud of myself. But honestly, I got hurt when I read his text earlier this morning. I still find myself staring on a blank surface and think of him. :( Good thing ER was busy today and I was able to keep my mind busy for hours. I’ve got a lot of realizations today. First is that even if I tell...
2nd day
Survived the 2nd day with no worries. I made a schedule last night para every minute may gawin ako. I wanted to keep my mind busy. Nung wala naman akong ginagawa, natulog ako. Good thing nakakapagod to na day para sa akin kasi nakatulog ako agad. Honestly, I’m getting used to not having him around na. Iniiwasan ko na din siya. I make sure na hindi ko siya makakasalubong kasi di ko alam kung...
I think about you everyday. Then I wonder if you...
Yung lalaking tatawagan ka para sabihing hindi...
staywithmemybaby:
icantspellyou:
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“hi mai. gnyt!” - reading these texts broke my heart :( nakalimutan ko na nga siya today. i started moving on. tapos eto nnman? :( nahihirapan na tuloy ulit ako. I wanted to text him back pero ayaw ko na :( ayaw ko na…. pagod na talaga ako :’(
I wish I knew what is going inside your head, so I...
Sucks to be alone. :|
Survived the first day without texting him. I didn’t even saw him at school. I thought I would but I think it’s better to have it this way na lang. Atleast I can easily forget everything. I’m keeping my mind busy. Busy-busyhan. If ever walang ginagawa, I’m here sa tumblr. Tumblr makes me feel good naman kasi dahil sa mga funny na pics. Hope tomorrow is faster. Ayoko sa...
Bat kasi sa bag nilalagay ang phone?
Pissed
Di niya naman ako usually gna hintay sa monday class ko. Kaya niya lang siguro ako hinintay kasi dahil nandun ang kaalam. Di nanaman siya marunong sumagot ng phone niya. Hatest attitude ever!! Hays pissed nanaman ako. Dapat pala talaga di ko na lang pinilit sarili ko sa kanya. Dba sinabi ko na dapat iwasan ko na siya? Kainis. Dapat talaga iwasan ko na siya. Di ko na siya itext. Dapat kasi talaga...
Me nakasakay akong pamilya kanina. Ang cute nila! :) Naisip ko tuloy na ang sarap na siguro magkaroon ng pamilya. Gusto ko na tuloy magkaanak. ;) Kung mayaman lang ako ngayon, okay lang sa akin na mabuntis ng mahal ko. Tapos magpapakasal na kayo
at titira na kami sa isang bahay. Tapos araw2 nagmamahalan :) Haaaay gusto ko na marinig na tawaging nanay. :)
